CHAPTER VI. The First Purification, namely, from Mortal Sin.

THE first purification to be made is from sin;–the means whereby to
make it, the sacrament of penance. Seek the best confessor within your
reach, use one of the many little books written in order to help the
examination of conscience. [17] Read some such book carefully,
examining point by point wherein you have sinned, from the first use of
your reason to the present time. And if you mistrust your memory, write
down the result of your examination. Having thus sought out the evil
spots in your conscience, strive to detest them, and to reject them
with the greatest abhorrence and contrition of which your heart is
capable;–bearing in mind these four things:–that by sin you have lost
God’s Grace, rejected your share in Paradise, accepted the pains of
Hell, and renounced God’s Eternal Love. You see, my child, that I am
now speaking of a general confession of your whole life, which, while I
grant it is not always necessary, I yet believe will be found most
helpful in the beginning of your pursuit after holiness, and therefore
I earnestly advise you to make it. Not unfrequently the ordinary
confessions of persons leading an everyday life are full of great
faults, and that because they make little or no preparation, and have
not the needful contrition. Owing to this deficiency such people go to
confession with a tacit intention of returning to their old sins,
inasmuch as they will not avoid the occasions of sin, or take the
necessary measures for amendment of life, and in all such cases a
general confession is required to steady and fix the soul. But,
furthermore, a general confession forces us to a clearer selfknowledge,
kindles a wholesome shame for our past life, and rouses gratitude for
God’s Mercy, Which has so long waited patiently for us;–it comforts
the heart, refreshes the spirit, excites good resolutions, affords
opportunity to our spiritual Father for giving the most suitable
advice, and opens our hearts so as to make future confessions more
effectual. Therefore I cannot enter into the subject of a general
change of life and entire turning to God, by means of a devout life,
without urging upon you to begin with a general confession.
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[17] S. Francis suggests Grenada, Bruno, Arias, Augez, authors little
known now, though we have the substance of their teaching in numerous
valuable helps for those who are preparing for confession: such as
“Pardon through the Precious Blood,” “Helps for Confirmation and First
Communion” (Masters), “Manual for Confession,” “Repentance,” (Rev. T.
T. Carter), “Hints to Penitents” (Palmer), Brett’s “Guide to Faith and
Piety,” Crake’s “Bread of Life” (Mowbray), “Paradise of the Christian
Soul,” etc.
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