CHAPTER II. The need of a Good Courage.

HOWEVER much we may admire and crave for light, it is apt to dazzle our
eyes when they have been long accustomed to darkness; and on first
visiting a foreign country, we are sure to feel strange among its
inhabitants, however kindly or courteous they may be. Even so, my
child, your changed life may be attended with some inward discomfort,
and you may feel some reaction of discouragement and weariness after
you have taken a final farewell of the world and its follies. Should it
be so, I pray you take it patiently, for it will not last,–it is
merely the disturbance caused by novelty; and when it is gone by, you
will abound in consolations. At first you may suffer somewhat under the
loss what you enjoyed among your vain, frivolous companions; but would
you forfeit the eternal gifts of God for such things as these? The
empty amusements which have engrossed you hitherto may rise up
attractively before your imagination, and strive to win you back to
rest in them; but are you bold enough to give up a blessed eternity for
such deceitful snares? Believe me, if you will but persevere you will
not fail to enjoy a sweetness so real and satisfying, that you will be
constrained to confess that the world has only gall to give as compared
with this honey, and that one single day of devotion is worth more than
a thousand years of worldly life.

But you see before you the mountain of Christian perfection, which is
very high, and you exclaim in fearfulness that you can never ascend it.
Be of good cheer, my child. When the young bees first begin to live
they are mere grubs, unable to hover over flowers, or to fly to the
mountains, or even to the little hills where they might gather honey;
but they are fed for a time with the honey laid up by their
predecessors, and by degrees the grubs put forth their wings and grow
strong, until they fly abroad and gather their harvest from all the
country round. Now we are yet but as grubs in devotion, unable to fly
at will, and attain the desired aim of Christian perfection; but if we
begin to take shape through our desires and resolutions, our wings will
gradually grow, and we may hope one day to become spiritual bees, able
to fly. Meanwhile let us feed upon the honey left us in the teaching of
so many holy men of old, praying God that He would grant us doves’
wings, so that we may not only fly during this life, but find an
abiding resting-place in Eternity.
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